How to Handle Caregiving’s ‘Gut-Check’ Moments

Illustration: Seb Agresti Facebook Twitter LinkedIn

On a hot June day in 2010, I packed up the last box with the possessions of my mother and stepfather and then asked them to excuse me for an hour. I drove to a sandwich shop a few miles from

their South Florida condo mainly to clear my mind and think. As I sat there lingering over a large turkey sub, staring out the storefront window at the moving traffic, I talked to myself:

“Your mother is frail. Your stepfather has advanced Alzheimer’s dementia. You and your wife are moving them to an apartment a mile from your home in Pennsylvania so the two of you can take

care of them. This is likely to go on for years and change your lives. Are you ready for this?”

Fourteen years later, I remember this — what I think of as a “gut-check” moment — as the start of the seven-year caregiving journey that was harder than I expected and changed our lives much

more than I could have guessed. It was the first of many gut-check moments during caregiving that is still vivid in my mind. Another was the first time I had to calm my severely agitated

stepfather who was storming angrily around the apartment making threatening gestures. Yet another, much later, was sitting vigil at my mother’s bedside while she was breathing raggedly in

the last hours of her life. Facing what were new challenges for me was like trying to steady my nerves while looking down from a very high diving board. These times were personal tests when

I needed to gather myself, find courage and take the plunge.

How to handle ‘gut check’ moments The enduring grief of my dad's death Are you a ‘control freak’ caregiver? Caregiving can alter life’s goals Holiday rituals help heal grief

For some caregivers, facing these types of challenges comes easier, almost as a matter of course. For those like me, however, caregiving is a series of little moments when we need to reach

for something within ourselves that we’re not sure is there in order to do what is necessary.

How can caregivers best handle their own gut-check moments? It depends less on the innate talents and abilities they have or the coping methods they typically rely on than the attitudes and

beliefs they bring to caregiving. Here are some ideas for those attitudes and beliefs that may be helpful:

Stanford university psychologist Carol Dweck has written extensively about people who believe that if they focus, work hard and open up to new learning, they can improve themselves. She said

they have a “growth mindset” — essentially, the belief that they can grow to meet new challenges, even ones that initially seem too difficult for them. This concept can be readily applied

to family caregiving.